Haunted

by Greg McCruden

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released 19 August 2014

Gang Vocals on "Why?": Mike DiPietro and Nicholas O'keefe of "Machines Never Forget"
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Track Name: Letter
I've been counting the days since you left
Like when you said I was your biggest regret
Did you really mean all that you said?
I guess it kinda hurt to hear you say
And lie straight to my face
When you blamed me for everything
But now I don't hear from you
And you've missed every important date
Guess I don't mean as much as you did to me

So this is your letter
Telling you to never come back
You're not wanted here
You can count on that
Because you dug your own grave
And I'm just filling it in
I swear this will be our last conversation



And you still call yourself a mom
After all the wrong you've done
I still don't get thee aspect of it all
Cause you took everything
My pride, my mind and security
And still call yourself a perfect human being
well hopefully this will wake you up
So maybe then you'll give a fuck
About someone other than yourself


Cause this is your letter
Telling you to never come back
You're not wanted here
You can count on that
Cause you dug your own grave
And I'm just filling it in
I swear this will be our last conversation


And I hope you hear me
Screaming across the country
That I'm better off without you
And I hope you're worse without me (x2)

I hope you're worse without me!
Track Name: Mirror
You're a dreamer
A liar
A bastard
And a deceiver
You fucked up
You're losing
You're a failure at everything
You're pathetic
And hopeless
The one that no one wants to be with
Unloved
Hated
Just vile and disgusting
So give up
And give in
To your own self destruction
And break down
Lose hope
Yeah these are the words I see
When my mirror screams
Track Name: Soaked
Drove home in the rain again
Guess this is just how it's been
Windows down to clear my head
Walking in soaked again

Tried to find new ways to breathe
In a world that's suffocating me
And I guess I can't lie this time
I am the furthest thing from fine (x2)
Track Name: Ghost
I'm waking up empty
Because everyone I know
Is becoming a ghost
And I can't
I can't talk to the dead
So I guess I'll be alone
Cause wanting to get better
Has become my worst endeavor
Oh when did this get so wrong?


So you can throw every stone
Break every bone
Over the choices that I've made
And the words you say
Sting worse everyday
But it just goes to show
How you never cared at all


This is bullshit
How you just run your mouth
When you never have any grounds
And this hurts
More than you understand
But I guess this is the end
Because of one choice I made
And how you judge my life away
When you don't know anything at all


So you can throw every stone
Break every bone
Over the choices that I've made
And the words you say
Sting worse everyday
But it just goes to show
How you never cared at all


So throw every fucking stone
And break all my bones
Cause you never cared at all
And now you're just a ghost (x2)
Track Name: Toy
I was your toy
I was the one you played with
The one you manipulated
And I was your game
I was your game to play
And when your bored
I'll be here to be thrown away
And I left
But I did that for me
Cause I don't need your abuse
Or how you treated me
But I get scared
Every now and again
I'm haunted by the fear of finding someone like you again
Track Name: Poison
You say you're dying
But I won't accept that
While your hearts still beating
And I know you're terrified
Of the demon living in your bones
So please keep
Keep trying
Because you can't let this devour you whole

And I know that it's a dark world
Eating us alive
But you're the one thing keeping me awake
So don't leave my side
Cause I'm lost in mind
Blind without a guide
So please don't leave
I need you here tonight

And maybe I'm selfish
But I hate that poison in your bones
I wish it didn't exist
And You've become
A shell of who you were
A broken man I can't bare to see live like this
And I know
I've seen it all before
I just don't wanna lose anyone anymore

And I know that it's a dark world
Eating us alive
But you're the one thing keeping me awake
So don't leave my side
Cause I'm lost in mind
Blind without a guide
So please don't leave
I need you here tonight

I hate the poison in your Veins
And how it takes everyone from me

And I hate all of this
The cancer the pain
Your last dying wish
It won't go in vain
But I hate how unfair this has become
How you don't have a choice of who gets spared
And I hate feeling like I can't help
But I'm powerless
And I can't save you now
And I wish I could bring all of you back
Because I'm broken and selfish
Oh please come back

I hate the poison in your Veins (x2)
Track Name: Hollow
What am I?
What am I to you?
Cause I honestly feel like nothing
Whenever I stand in front of you
And how could
How could you let it go this far
You strung me along
Just to play your little part

So what's the point of being hollow
What's the point of this empty shell
When all you do is break me down
I think it's time that you got out

But I'm better
Better than your lies and sex
Cause I can't take anymore
Of your senseless mind tricks
And I gave
I gave you all I had
But I guess it meant nothing
And I was just your little fad

So what's the point of being hollow
What's the point of this empty shell
When all you do is break me down
I think it's time that you got out

And I bled
I bled that night for you
Cause I never felt so low from everything I went through
But I'll try
I'll try and move along
But for now I'm stuck wallowing
In the wake of all your wrong

And I'm fucked to the bone
From every word you ever spoke
You're the poison that destroyed my soul!
Track Name: Why? (Ft. Machines Never Forget)
I'm starting to second guess
Every choice I made
At the beginning of this year
It was all outta fear
Cause I'm not cut out for this type of life
The school yard fights
Or the boring 9-5's
And I'm kept up every single night
Haunted by the thought of not doing something right

Cause why am I wasting my life
On something I don't even like
It's just a waste of my time
And I can't sit back anymore
Gotta grab it by the horns
And get a hold of this
Awkward life of mine

I rode around town today
Just to find my escape
To get out of this fear and dismay
I found myself reading all alone
Asking how I got so low
It took some time to reflect
But I admit I'm a mess

So why am I wasting my life
On something I don't even like
It's just a waste of my time
And I can't sit back anymore
Gotta grab it by the horns
And get a hold of this
Awkward life of mine

And I'm tired of asking why
Do or do not there is no try
Cause I can't waste any more time
This is me taking back my life (x3)

This is me taking back my life!
Track Name: Ruins
It's a 3 hour drive
To where they buried you
And I'm sorry I haven't visited much
I just don't think I'm strong enough
So I'll write you this song
But It'll probably suck
Cause if I'm being honest
It'll never be enough
So I'll try and carry our name
And our family's pride
But it's a lot of pressure
And I wish
I had you by my side
Because honestly
Depression eats me alive
And I don't know how to do this
I've left myself in ruins
Track Name: Haunted
I broke down
Over every little thing
All the stupid thoughts dancing
Around inside of me
And I saw it all
How fucked I really am
Cause I am indeed no longer
Superhuman
So you can go
Tell everyone you know
That I can't help anymore
That I'm gonna die on the floor
Drowned in my depression
Over all my past obsession
Haunted by it all
Forever broken never whole